I don't see why these rap artists can't just finish their slurpies before they start recording; it's so unprofessional.
I'm having a really really
weird day today.
Lots of ups and downs. Or I guess downs and ups. Everything coming out better than expected would be an understatement.
But I still have a lingering sensation of self disgust. I suppose that's for the best though, I think that's healthy with a person like me. I mean someone needs to be disgusted here.
Listen, never mind, here's the important bits:
I'm making lasagna tomorrow. That's how I show affection. Meat and noodles.
Christmas is looking a little less daunting as well. I mean it's still hell on earth as far as I'm concerned, but I've been talking around with friends and family and a lot of people are actually on my page and okay with less gift giving. My parents are capping presents at $25 along with my best friends. My extended family has already abolished almost all gift giving, we only do one exchange thing and that's also $25.
The best thing about having a birthday right before christmas is that sometimes people give me money for my birthday and I can use it on christmas presents -evil hand rubbing and laughing- the perfect solution for a career artist baha!
As for xmas art projects, I just gotta do something cool for me ol penpal of many years and I'm thinking of doing a digital painting of my mom's garden for my parents. It'll be pretty challenging since that's not really my forte but I think they'd like that :/ I'll have to take some time off before xmas to get the art done.
But... I'm sort of feeling like maybe the world isn't ending all around me. Which for this time of year is really pretty damn good. My eternal internal screaming is but a quiet buzz.
I've been enjoying my slower comic schedule as well. I'm drawing more random art [ sorry not much of it is making it here... you can prob guess why X'D ] but I've been slowly trying new things too.
I made a tutorial video! It's not very good.. but it's sort of a start? I'm so shy and bad at talking properly, even when just recording myself alone <_>
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